praying

Okay first of all remember this is my blog therefore I'm just sharing how I feel.  I know many people will disagree with it but I feel that this is my blog and I can share my true feelings.  Okay as some of you who are reading may be aware that I don't like prayer.  I don't understand it and honestly I think it's pointless.  It seems like anytime I do take time to pray all God does is laugh at me and shit on my life some more so I really don't like prayer.  I heard this song today and I guess it just hit home because if I were to pray I'm afraid this is what it would sound like.  ">

Like I said this is just my point of view but I really don't think God listens to me or doesn't care about me.  I know you're thinking yes he does and I've heard it all before, just sharing my feelings.  I just like that he is sharing his true feelings of how things are going in his life.