Good Days & Bad Days

Lately I seem to have good days and really bad days. Yesterday was a really bad day -although I did find a lost library book in Kiefer's room, made his bed, did the laundry, and cleaned up the hall closet and got stuff put away. So it was a productive day but my mood was way off and by the evening I didn't want to be around anyone. Today has been a better day - my day started off by seeing the awesome snow outside and then I watched a friends little girl for about 45 minutes before taking her to school. The rest of my day has consisted of taking a short nap, having lunch with my hubby, and sitting on the couch with a blanket and my cat. My sister is coming to visit this weekend and her original plan was to come tonight so her and I could spend the day together tomorrow but I'm not sure what her plan is with us getting the snow. Then Friday she's going to hang out with the kids who have no school so Alex and I can have the whole day together. I think him and I might go to the art museum and just hang out together. Who knows maybe we'll even have some good conversations. Communication has always been hard for me and Alex is extremely patient but lately I've really been trying to make an effort to talk to him. There are a lot of things that I still struggle talking to him about and he knows that and he tries to help. Faith is a really big one that I struggle talking to him about and a lot of it is because I don't want to burden him with my faith issues with the position he's in.