Grateful

Well I recently posted that I had reached out to someone and this time that person cared and has been chatting with me.  I truly feel grateful that this person has entered my life they are making me think things through in ways I could not do on my own and the more we talk the more I'm realizing what the depths of my funk are.  I have even gotten to a point where I've been able to share with Alex some of the things that I've been thinking which is a HUGE step for me - normally I expect him to read my mind.  This person that I've been talking to is a dear friend of mine and I think I'd truly feel lost without them right now.  I'm sure they'll get to the point where they'll cringe when they see my name pop up in their email - they'll probably be thinking what now; because the more I think about things the more other things come up.  Which I'm sure is typical for anyone I just worry about becoming a burden to this person, but for right now I can't worry about that - I'm just going to enjoy feeling good (yes I said I'm feeling good) and grateful that this caring person is in my life.