Well, Alex read my blog I wrote about my experience here so far at TLS and I think it bothered him well that and his week he had to think about things. He is going to quit serving at his MIC site so we can start going to church as a family again. I'm hoping this will help me deal with my own issues. The first one being my lost faith I am hoping that returning to church will help me find my faith and I'm hoping that if I can at least start to find myfaith then maybe I will be able to accept internship more openly. Well alex was gone I think he discovered he has the 2 year itch - he seems to question where he's working after 2 years. At least he has some ambition & drive to do something as that is something I don't seem to have. My dream would be to have my own business where icanwork from home creating cards & such. So, tomorrow alex meets with his MIC supervisor when he is planning to tell him. It will be interesting to see how it goes & what happens after that for all of us.