Well first of all I am still grateful to the person that I've been talking too. They have helped me out probably more than they realize. This person also gave me a challenge, that challenge is too for at least one positive each day. Well I decided to flip flop this challenge (haven't had a chance to tell this person yet) and by that I mean I am only allowed to have one negative thought a day. I decided if I put my mind to it and put the challenge out there I can do it. Right? I'm stubborn enough I will :)
Yesterday we went to a Monsters Hockey game and it was scout day and I found myself telling Alex not to get mad at the kids because they were confused about what was going on and where to go. Before I would have just gotten really mad and stewed about it. So I'm thinking that's a good thing that I was able to speak my mind instead of keeping it all in.
Today during worship I decided my faith is gone. I did sing one song today but normally I'm just physically there taking up room on pew. I just don't know what to believe or what I think I believe anymore. So right now I guess I'm just going to work on being a more positive person (which I guess may mean a little more mouthy too) rather that trying to figure out faith.
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